Where has all my inspiration gone?!
I suppose i have just been really
busy with work, christmas, trying to
see Chris as much as I can and ofcourse..
Call of Duty.
So glad the mad christmas hassle at work
is overrr! Its been a wee bit stressful.
Christmas at my mums was cool, i helped
make the dinner! ^__^ Kinda..
I got some really cool gifts!
Heehee. I got an LG KS360 mobile which is so cute!
I love it. I also got some books and DVDs,
dosh, clothes, vouchers, girly stuffs.
Oh! a new bag and some choccies. ^^
I also got very drunk .___.
In the process i ended up sitting down and talking
to my mum and my step dad, David about how i have
been feeling lately and it felt really good to
just get it all off my chest..
I mean i have tried before with people but i just
get the same old bullshit..
'Oh your fine Mel!'
'You'll get over it, your just being silly!'
'..sure its nothing..'
They actually listened. I mean i know they are
not doctors but it was good to be asked questions
rather than trying to explain how i am feeling
because i find that difficult now..
I feel so many things but it all doesnt seem to
sum up into one big thing that i can make any
sense of.. If that even made sense. HA!
Me and Chris are going to see Avatar on wednesday!
I can't wait! Eee. :] I love going to the pictures
and i love Chris. ^^
Hope you like the features this week, there isnt that
many because i am too tireddd.. forgive me.
Hugs and cuddles and stuff.